I Haven’t had sex in almost two years and I’m amazed. Wasn’t even planning on this long. I feel like a virgin and I actually forgot what it feels like. I Only had 1 girl after my ex fiance. And then after that I turned everything down. Now I think I need a girl 2 talk 2 me like I would her. You know meet my match.

I’m use to being at a club or a busy event and seeing beautiful women and pursuing there. I’m far from shy and some might say that I’m extra cocky or overly confident but I wouldn’t call it that. I’d call it being sure of myself and confident. I’m a pretty confident person and confidence is what gets the job done. No one wants someone who’s always second guessing themselves. Attitudes are contagious and I think that if you have those kinds of people around after a while you’ll start 2nd guessing yourself. I on the other hand can be in a crowded mall with muddy sweat pants on, and see something bad (sexy lady) and swear I can pull it lol. I might not be able too “at that moment” but that’ll be the last thing on my mind. My attitude is I can get, and I can do all the time. I suppose it’s the way I’ve always been. So when I decided to back away from sex for a while, that was definitely a change for me. I’ve spoken to a few girls since my exes but no sex yet (by choice). My mind-state was in the kid, and get married stage but then destiny either said “hey J.James they aren’t for you, or I have someone in mind for you”. But one thing is for sure and two things for certain. Those girls weren’t the girls for me for sure and I’m certainly not doing this again (hopefully). Only did it because I didn’t know who to trust after a certain point. No paranoia or anything else involved. Just plane “Who the %#&* are these people” after a while. Music and film is definitely not for the weak. I’m sure both female and male involved in it have experienced something similar to a certain extent (not knowing who to trust). But I’m tired of this virgin thing because I’m a creature of love. And my love has to be exercised on all levels at its highest peak or it’s just pure suppression.

Justis James™ Did It